So much to do so little time

My birthday draws near; I am feeling overwhelmed. I have been working hard to prepare myself for the Sensory Deprivation Tank. I am still doing the sensory deprivation meditation. I didn't try and lucid dream last night. I have not been making sleep a priority. I work everyday between now and my birthday. I have not been concentrated at all on the physical preparation I want to achieve for my birthday. I am complaining. Sorry I will do push ups to repent.